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Joy in our suffering!


Already in the great anticipation and excitement for Easter, many people have been wishing me “Happy Easter!” when we greet each other, even today on Good Friday.  But I have found I just cannot respond with those words yet. I love Easter but how can we skip over the profundity and the purpose of Good Friday, and the quiet meaningfulness of Holy Saturday?

Often we want to do that in our own lives.  We choose to ignore or deny or forget the “Good Friday” narratives in our own lives.  But it is in those moments that we grow in strength, we become powerful in our vulnerability, we develop our relationships with God or our Higher Power (whatever we may call that) and with others, and we discover our capacity and the courage to move through these moments.

Consider your “Good Friday” moments. How do you talk about them, if at all?  How do you go through them?

When I wrote the chapter on suicide in my book I looked to Jesus in the garden of Gethsemane. And I wondered if in that moment, after being betrayed by someone close to him, knowing of his impending suffering, crushing under the weight of what was to come, if he too wanted to die. “Father” he pleaded, “take this cup from me.” But then as he prayed harder, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground and an angel came to strengthen him he surrendered, “yet not my will, but thy will be done.” And seeing his story from that perspective gave me and continues to give me hope. Hope that light and life will always make a way. Death is not the end. Hope that Resurrection is possible! Hope in the fact that God “will not fail us or forsake us” but will fill up our spines and hold us upright, from generation to generation as we crawl, walk, run toward the light of hope.

When I look back at my darkest moments of my depression, I can say I chose that story of hope, God’s story. Or rather, God’s story chose me. Because even in the valley of the shadow of death, God’s goodness and mercy chases after us!

Let us not forget our “good friday” moments.  Let us be thankful for them and embrace them. Is it a wonder why this day of suffering is called “good”?

“Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.” Romans 5:3-5

Yes! Easter is coming!  There is always hope!  Light will always find a way!  Darkness is not dark to God!!

“If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me, and the light about me be night,”even the darkness is not dark to you; the night is bright as the day, for darkness is as light with you.” Psalm 139



Save a life…tell your story!


In thinking about the recent news of the Jordan Davis-Michael Dunn verdict in Florida, the words of Maya Angelou’s inaugural poem at President Clinton’s inauguration in 1993, kept coming back to me.  You can read the whole text below, but the words I just can’t shake and that give me hope are:

Here on the pulse of this new day, You may have the grace to look up and out, And into your sister’s eyes, And into your brother’s face, your country, And simply say, Very simply, With hope, Good morning!

So simple and yet…

It is tragic that a life was ended because of something as benign as loud music, but what of the countless ‘LIVES INTERRUPTED” every single day by just as senseless reasons as wearing the wrong colors on my turf, looking at me or my woman or my man the wrong way; you are “evil” loving another person of the same sex, or you pray differently than me, or you’re just making too much noise and really bothering me, even if you are my 6 month old baby? Lives snuffed out in an instant.

What if we gained our CONFIDENCE –not by the gun in our back pockets, or the knife I have hidden up my sleeve, or the fact that I am physically stronger than you and can take you out–but by the powerful recognition that I AM OF GOD and YOU ARE OF GOD and we are the SAME.  We can respect each other’s human dignity.

What if we were to see beyond what which we think is real– which are only figments of our manipulated, maneuvered and manipulated imaginations anyway– to see what is truly real, the DIVINE glowing deep from within each of us? And when we do, we swallow our own pain, anger, fear, shame, ignorance, whatever it is that blinds us,  to simply see and say “good morning”  or maybe even tell your story,  so our humanity together could be celebrated.

What if…

“Words kill, words give life, they’re either poison or fruit–you choose.” Proverbs 18:21


“ON THE PULSE OF MORNING” by Maya Angelou written: Spoken at the Presidential Inauguration Ceremony, January 20, 1993.

A Rock, A River, A Tree
Hosts to species long since departed,
Marked the mastodon,
The dinosaur, who left dried tokens
Of their sojourn here
On our planet floor,
Any broad alarm of their hastening doom
Is lost in the gloom of dust and ages.

But today, the Rock cries out to us, clearly, forcefully,
Come, you may stand upon my
Back and face your distant destiny,
But seek no haven in my shadow.
I will give you no hiding place down here.

You, created only a little lower than
The angels, have crouched too long in
The bruising darkness
Have lain too long
Face down in ignorance.
Your mouths spilling words

Armed for slaughter.
The Rock cries out to us today, you may stand upon me,
But do not hide your face.

Across the wall of the world,
A River sings a beautiful song. It says,
Come, rest here by my side.

Each of you, a bordered country,
Delicate and strangely made proud,
Yet thrusting perpetually under siege.
Your armed struggles for profit
Have left collars of waste upon
My shore, currents of debris upon my breast.
Yet today I call you to my riverside,
If you will study war no more. Come,
Clad in peace, and I will sing the songs
The Creator gave to me when I and the
Tree and the rock were one.
Before cynicism was a bloody sear across your
Brow and when you yet knew you still
Knew nothing.
The River sang and sings on.

There is a true yearning to respond to
The singing River and the wise Rock.
So say the Asian, the Hispanic, the Jew
The African, the Native American, the Sioux,
The Catholic, the Muslim, the French, the Greek
The Irish, the Rabbi, the Priest, the Sheik,
The Gay, the Straight, the Preacher,
The privileged, the homeless, the Teacher.
They hear. They all hear
The speaking of the Tree.

They hear the first and last of every Tree
Speak to humankind today. Come to me, here beside the River.
Plant yourself beside the River.

Each of you, descendant of some passed
On traveller, has been paid for.
You, who gave me my first name, you,
Pawnee, Apache, Seneca, you
Cherokee Nation, who rested with me, then
Forced on bloody feet,
Left me to the employment of
Other seekers — desperate for gain,
Starving for gold.
You, the Turk, the Arab, the Swede, the German, the Eskimo, the Scot,
You the Ashanti, the Yoruba, the Kru, bought,
Sold, stolen, arriving on the nightmare
Praying for a dream.
Here, root yourselves beside me.
I am that Tree planted by the River,
Which will not be moved.
I, the Rock, I the River, I the Tree
I am yours — your passages have been paid.
Lift up your faces, you have a piercing need
For this bright morning dawning for you.
History, despite its wrenching pain
Cannot be unlived, but if faced
With courage, need not be lived again.

Lift up your eyes upon
This day breaking for you.
Give birth again
To the dream.

Women, children, men,
Take it into the palms of your hands,
Mold it into the shape of your most
Private need. Sculpt it into
The image of your most public self.
Lift up your hearts
Each new hour holds new chances
For a new beginning.
Do not be wedded forever
To fear, yoked eternally
To brutishness.

The horizon leans forward,
Offering you space to place new steps of change.
Here, on the pulse of this fine day
You may have the courage
To look up and out and upon me, the
Rock, the River, the Tree, your country.
No less to Midas than the mendicant.
No less to you now than the mastodon then.

Here, on the pulse of this new day
You may have the grace to look up and out
And into your sister’s eyes, and into
Your brother’s face, your country
And say simply
Very simply
With hope —
Good morning.